i have a splitting headache. i've had one since i woke up. i do not think i am suffering a hangover from the one and only wimpy alcoholic drink i had last night ... i had one saucy sangria [i love sangrias] after a meal and that was it. maybe this was brought on by the amount of weed smoke clouding the general vicinity .... well i couldnt have inhaled THAT much, oh i know maybe it was joey's tagalog. haha. nevertheless i feel as if someone hit me on the head with an aluminum bat.

i went to the nu 107 summer shebang yesterday evening. it was more crowded than it was last year... i guess that's all i can say without sounding mean, elitist or even plain konyo. have pictures of the crowd mix, i'll upload them when i find the time.

nevertheless i had a blast, and it wasn't because i was running into rock scene people left and right... going to my university removes the novelty and excitement of such brushes. it was great becasue it was the first time since april 2001 that i had gone out with my hichschool barkada [not counting jan's birthday i october of course]. last year it was only jan and i who went to summer shebang, simply because we HAD to get out of the house [there was that great brownout that day last year]. this year we were a bit more organized, we managed to plan ahead and bring jo and mel along.

Maraming beses na kitang nilayasan
Iniwanan at iba ang pinuntahan


the opening lines to a hotdog song define my relationship with the whole blogging and personal site gig.

basically i'm back

THE MORE LOVING ONE
by W.H. Auden

Looking up at the stars, I know quite well
That, for all they care, I can go to hell,
But on earth indifference is the least
We have to dread from man or beast.

How should we like it were stars to burn
With a passion for us we could not return?
If equal affection cannot be,
Let the more loving one be me.

Admirer as I think I am
Of stars that do not give a damn,
I cannot, now I see them, say
I missed one terribly all day.

Were all stars to disappear or die,
I should learn to look at an empty sky
And feel its total dark sublime,
Though this might take me a little time.

this is beautiful. i've always loved ithis poem .... sigh

well i hope you all had a wonderful christmas ... i made 3450php so far and i have one more reunion to go to. i'm tired of hearing how fat i have gotten so i plan to starve and exercise myself back to 51kg once school kicks in.

i'm having some difficulty with blogger... so please go HERE for my journal ... until i figure out what to do with my blog ok =)

advanced happy new year everyone! don't blow off any fingers or other body parts! stay safe